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To all of you who didn`t know it...The last six or seven weeks I had a boy friend.Yes had...Yesterday we fight and he went away with a broken heart but that wasn`t my intention.I just told him that I am not happy at the moment with the development of our relationship.After four or five weeks he has told me that he loves me right from his heart.That was and is too much for me.I really like him although he is a little bit smaller than me and not the beautiful kind of person (if you understand what I mean).But I like him really but there is no love yet.He even does not expected me to love him yet.And now he is gone and he,I think,won`t come back.He is a little "Sturkopf" (stubborn)!!!!Otherwise I am feeling a little bit better now.I have time for myself and don`t have to tell him about my next steps.I Don`t know what I want or what I have to do.HEEELLLPPP!!!I had a bad night and a bad day so far.