Oct 22, 2006 20:28
"We've got time", he says.
why does this not comfort me? what should i take from that? i'm thinking i like things in like to be like rollercoasters: quick and fast at the beginning only slowing at the end. does this make me the wrong person to be in a relationship with? ppl like taking things slowly and for someone who has been burned like i have, one would think i'd relish being slow but to me it feels like things have been moving slowly, so why should it be any slower? and why should i be moving slowly on the basis that i have this thing called "time"? who says i have any to give away or use up for something that i think i can get to in a more speedy fashion, leaving said time for something else a lil more difficult to acquire? is what i want really that hard to get in the space of time passed so far? but what about all the circumstances?
i hate time. it's a burden. an excuse to be lazy, if u ask me. why procrastinate? why not work on what u want now and get it? as we get older things are only gonna get harder, decisions more difficult to make so why not get the easy stuff out the way?
if time waits for no one, then why does every one think they have it??