I think I may be allergic to coffee :C
So we finally sold our house! No foreclosure! wOOT! ...*cry*
I mean, I've known this was coming since I was in high school, but it's still kinda sad. I've lived in this house for the majority of my life, about sixteen years, and now everything's going to be changing drastically. My mom is going to be moving to Oregon, exactly 734 miles away, and, if things go well, I'll be moving in with Conor in his apartment. This will be the first time I won't be living with either of my parents, and the first time I'll be paying rent. It all depends on whether Whole Foods hires me for part-time. If not...I have no idea what I'm going to do.
Not only will I be having to pay rent, though; I'll have student payments, bills, groceries, etc. It just seems so...unreal right now. Like, suddenly I'm an adult! I keep having horrible nightmares where everything goes to shit, that I lose my job and Conor will get fed up with me and dump me and I'll have nowhere to go. It's genuinely terrifying.
I don't know. Everything is just so confusing right now. Nothing is certain, and it's driving me nuts D:
I need a good massage. Or a hug. Merr.
I mean, I've known this was coming since I was in high school, but it's still kinda sad. I've lived in this house for the majority of my life, about sixteen years, and now everything's going to be changing drastically. My mom is going to be moving to Oregon, exactly 734 miles away, and, if things go well, I'll be moving in with Conor in his apartment. This will be the first time I won't be living with either of my parents, and the first time I'll be paying rent. It all depends on whether Whole Foods hires me for part-time. If not...I have no idea what I'm going to do.
Not only will I be having to pay rent, though; I'll have student payments, bills, groceries, etc. It just seems so...unreal right now. Like, suddenly I'm an adult! I keep having horrible nightmares where everything goes to shit, that I lose my job and Conor will get fed up with me and dump me and I'll have nowhere to go. It's genuinely terrifying.
I don't know. Everything is just so confusing right now. Nothing is certain, and it's driving me nuts D:
I need a good massage. Or a hug. Merr.