*what a day what a day*
who wants the readers digest version? hopefully you because that is all i feel like writing. went to motor, went to breaky, went to sleep, went to shower, went to library, went to lab midterm got extremely raped, came home, bawled my eyes out, called home, bawled more because dad did not say what i wanted him to say, talked to daniel bawled even more. it was not a wonderful evening. because you see i'm not exaggerating. no im not being all poor kita im just being serious...this is my lj and i vent however i want.
then i went to ringette and it was lovely. forgot all my problems and concerns, school realted and non school related. it was effing amazing. and then i came home and yeah here i am not tired at all... uh-oh haha. cept see one part of it i was kinda like :( hmm... cuz i was putting my gear on adn my ol montague socks fuckin gettin worn out on one of em lol shley gave them to me cuz i still had my souris ones... i miss her and i miss playing hockey and i hate it. :(jeeze i hate everything today ahha
so tomorrow... i dunno what i'm going to do about skipping my classes... i think i gotta cuz i gotta study for my english midter that is at 1 that i havent started to study for haha...so sorry profs i am skipping.
then thursday i am going to write anatomy and then im going to talk to jordan or roy about this damn anatomy rut i'm in and then im going to the gym and to the sub and then im goning to shower and rewrite notes and relaxx!! fuck yes. then friday im going to my classes and then im going on the 6 oclock boat and then homeee!!! yayayyy!!! and i hope my mom has mexican pizza for me and smarties. because i really want smarties.
saturday... who knows what it will bring. i will go for a run because i like to run on my road... and then i'll shower and maybe i'll make cookies!!! yes i am going to make cookies i think maybe. and then see daniel in the night... or maybe not????? gah i dont know whats going on. adn idont like not knowing whats going on. and it scares me because you see... i really like this guy... and who likes getting hurt...i dont see any hands...yeah and yeah i feel as if i am setting myself up to get hurt... and i really dont want to...:( because i really like him lots and lots. like... nas nas lots n lots and that is a lot so... i gotta figure this out. because its hurting me not knowing too...i'd rather know then go on not knowing if its not going anywheres... ugh im making myself all worried and sad. im amazing at that.
hmmm...i dont like when i have nothing to say because that means i have nothing else to do but go to bed and im not tired...so yeah im going to stop writing now cuz i have nothing else to say haha peace out bitches
oh wait
i do have something else to say...lmfao viki you are quite the kid... gonna find a new man??? just becarful yes on that whole calling out the wrong name...i'd prolly disown yah...after i laughed my ass off for a while hahahahahahaha... actually small joke i would not disown you at all haha but i'd still laugh.
ok its time now...peace out bitches
lotsa love
kita*.xo
-who knows what tomorrow will bring, all we have is today, maybe this is the calm before the storm, but who can really say-
*never know what the future brings, but i know you're here with me now...*
~spending my time, watching the days go by, feeling so small, i stare at the wall, hoping that you, are missing me too...~
_-_ I gave it everything i had, and everything i got was bad _-_
then i went to ringette and it was lovely. forgot all my problems and concerns, school realted and non school related. it was effing amazing. and then i came home and yeah here i am not tired at all... uh-oh haha. cept see one part of it i was kinda like :( hmm... cuz i was putting my gear on adn my ol montague socks fuckin gettin worn out on one of em lol shley gave them to me cuz i still had my souris ones... i miss her and i miss playing hockey and i hate it. :(jeeze i hate everything today ahha
so tomorrow... i dunno what i'm going to do about skipping my classes... i think i gotta cuz i gotta study for my english midter that is at 1 that i havent started to study for haha...so sorry profs i am skipping.
then thursday i am going to write anatomy and then im going to talk to jordan or roy about this damn anatomy rut i'm in and then im going to the gym and to the sub and then im goning to shower and rewrite notes and relaxx!! fuck yes. then friday im going to my classes and then im going on the 6 oclock boat and then homeee!!! yayayyy!!! and i hope my mom has mexican pizza for me and smarties. because i really want smarties.
saturday... who knows what it will bring. i will go for a run because i like to run on my road... and then i'll shower and maybe i'll make cookies!!! yes i am going to make cookies i think maybe. and then see daniel in the night... or maybe not????? gah i dont know whats going on. adn idont like not knowing whats going on. and it scares me because you see... i really like this guy... and who likes getting hurt...i dont see any hands...yeah and yeah i feel as if i am setting myself up to get hurt... and i really dont want to...:( because i really like him lots and lots. like... nas nas lots n lots and that is a lot so... i gotta figure this out. because its hurting me not knowing too...i'd rather know then go on not knowing if its not going anywheres... ugh im making myself all worried and sad. im amazing at that.
hmmm...i dont like when i have nothing to say because that means i have nothing else to do but go to bed and im not tired...so yeah im going to stop writing now cuz i have nothing else to say haha peace out bitches
oh wait
i do have something else to say...lmfao viki you are quite the kid... gonna find a new man??? just becarful yes on that whole calling out the wrong name...i'd prolly disown yah...after i laughed my ass off for a while hahahahahahaha... actually small joke i would not disown you at all haha but i'd still laugh.
ok its time now...peace out bitches
lotsa love
kita*.xo
-who knows what tomorrow will bring, all we have is today, maybe this is the calm before the storm, but who can really say-
*never know what the future brings, but i know you're here with me now...*
~spending my time, watching the days go by, feeling so small, i stare at the wall, hoping that you, are missing me too...~
_-_ I gave it everything i had, and everything i got was bad _-_