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so its been years since i've updated. lol. aka a month or so. but anyways...alot has happened. one month has gone by and nothing bad yet. fights here and there but when are there not in high school. best friends and worst enemies (better left unsaid) but best of all...the one person who makes it all okay in the end. and this may be good but for me its more than great cuz you see...i have three of these kinds of people in my life at this point right now and who knows, they could be gone tomorrow, but you can't keep asking, what if? you have to live with what you have and be happy about it.
amy: i know there has been some ups and downs these last couple months but in the end of it all, your the only person who truly knows every last thing about me. your the one person that could always make sure that everything was okay and honestly, you are the ONE person that could say "it will all be alright" and i could truly believe it. you made everything nice again in my life...and you were always there to bring me back up. i love you. and i know that in spite of everything, you will always be there for me through thick and thin and i just wanted you to know that i shall always be by your side. i will never forget the times we have together. thanks for everything. and thanks for working things through with me. true best friends...then.now.always and forever. <3
lissa: i don't know how else to say it but...thanks. the things you have done for me in the last month have meant more than anything to me in my life. you picked me up when i was down and you made me feel like there was really some place for me here. i love knowing that i always have you by my side. i love how you keep me strong and can really listen to what i'm saying and understand everything that i go through. i love that i am able to tell you everything, and i mean everything, and no matter what i know its kept between us. i love not having to have you promise not to say a word..when i know you would never say anything. i love you you keep me protected hahah. and i love that you are always here, no matter what. when i'm upset and i need you...your THERE. no questions asked. i love you sweetheart. <3
michael: i've never felt this way before. and i don't know whats coming next but i just hold on and never let go. you keep me safe and warm and when we're together...i feel like its just you and me (and all of the people and i don't know why, i can't keep my eyes off of you). i feel like i could say or do anything and you would never let me go. i love that just by holding my hand i feel protected and nothing could ever go wrong. i love that i am able to be crazy and you love it. i love that you can make fun of me and my crazy self. i love that you truly care how i feel, that you want to be there when i cry, and that you want to be the one to hold me and tell me that its all going to be alright. i love you...but what i love most, is that you love me too. <3
Wait for the guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heart beat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you are just as pretty without makeup, one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have you, the one who turns to his friends and says, "That's her."