there is a worse feeling than worse
So as of lately my life has been less than wonderful.
financiall troubles, bitter parental unit divorce, working tooo much, not enough time, taking crap out on my girlfriend, getting high with people i shouldn't, ya know the usual downers in my life.
and close people said to me that it's ok. you've hit bottom things can only get better. keep my chin up. etc etc.
WELL LET ME TELL YOU
things can actaully get worse. trust me. now what the hell else could have gone wrong in my life?
I totaled my car. totaled it. it is not drivable, not fixable. Oh i'm ok te people i hit are okay, but i completely ya know just bam. crash. it's gone. the scariest thing is probably getting in an accident. I didn't know what happened. at all. something happened. there were smells and there was noise. and my hand hurts(i have a cut across the back of it) but none of that seemed to really click. because i destroyed my car. and somehow a part of me is wisdhing i could have died in that accident. cause then I wouldn't have to deal with this. OH AND ON TOP OF THAT. ya know. you think when your dad says he's gonna put you on his insurance that you'll be alright if and when you get in an accident. I do not have TOWING OR COLLISION insurance. that means, I get maybe MAYBE $100 for junking my car i have to take out my stereo and everything. I don't know what I'm going to do. i have to pay out of my own pocket for the damage I caused to the caravan I hit. i have no money. so getting in this collision has put me further in debt becasue i can't afford this.
Thanks Dad, thanks a bunch.
financiall troubles, bitter parental unit divorce, working tooo much, not enough time, taking crap out on my girlfriend, getting high with people i shouldn't, ya know the usual downers in my life.
and close people said to me that it's ok. you've hit bottom things can only get better. keep my chin up. etc etc.
WELL LET ME TELL YOU
things can actaully get worse. trust me. now what the hell else could have gone wrong in my life?
I totaled my car. totaled it. it is not drivable, not fixable. Oh i'm ok te people i hit are okay, but i completely ya know just bam. crash. it's gone. the scariest thing is probably getting in an accident. I didn't know what happened. at all. something happened. there were smells and there was noise. and my hand hurts(i have a cut across the back of it) but none of that seemed to really click. because i destroyed my car. and somehow a part of me is wisdhing i could have died in that accident. cause then I wouldn't have to deal with this. OH AND ON TOP OF THAT. ya know. you think when your dad says he's gonna put you on his insurance that you'll be alright if and when you get in an accident. I do not have TOWING OR COLLISION insurance. that means, I get maybe MAYBE $100 for junking my car i have to take out my stereo and everything. I don't know what I'm going to do. i have to pay out of my own pocket for the damage I caused to the caravan I hit. i have no money. so getting in this collision has put me further in debt becasue i can't afford this.
Thanks Dad, thanks a bunch.