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i've realized some things. some are important, others. not so much. i found the kid who's going to marry me. regardless of what i want to do. and he's going to because i'm pretty, regardless that we have lots in common, when i speak he stares. it's amazing to me actually. All because Jordan said he wanted a girlfriend. i won't be his. but i feel inclined to at least be his friend. he said he'd get a 'cuda, even though he doesnt like them. but just because it's my dream.
i also have come to terms with not having my best friend there. i guess he discovered something unbeknownst to me. and is holding it above my head because he can. which is ridiculous. i guess thigns will even out, even if it means me having to do all the work
i love being at my aunts house. in fact i'm going back there. only because it's the place i can go with all my make up on, hair did up, and at the end of the day and see i traded that for horse slobbered hair and dirt on my face. hell horses don't care how i look. they only care if i scratch them just right and clean their stalls. sometimes. oh man. broken toe. totally my fault. knee pain, i dont know. TK and i bonded. i hate riding western though. he is the funniest horse though.
so long sweet summer.
i also have come to terms with not having my best friend there. i guess he discovered something unbeknownst to me. and is holding it above my head because he can. which is ridiculous. i guess thigns will even out, even if it means me having to do all the work
i love being at my aunts house. in fact i'm going back there. only because it's the place i can go with all my make up on, hair did up, and at the end of the day and see i traded that for horse slobbered hair and dirt on my face. hell horses don't care how i look. they only care if i scratch them just right and clean their stalls. sometimes. oh man. broken toe. totally my fault. knee pain, i dont know. TK and i bonded. i hate riding western though. he is the funniest horse though.
so long sweet summer.