leaving so soon?
wow. it's been a really, really long time since i've updated. and i don't really have all that much to report, either. but i am very happy for the first time in a long time. i've been having so much fun with my friends lately, and i'm looking forward to so many things. firstly i'm looking forward to the two weeks when my aunt and uncle go out of town and i get to watch their dog and stay at their house. nicole's going to live there for that time. every night is going to be a (very small) party. and by that i mean it will be nicole, cody and i getting stoned in the bathroom haha. and then as soon as my aunt and uncle come back, becky, nicole and i are going to winnipeg for a weekend. i'm very excited about that as well. i'm going to dip into my savings bond so i actually have some money to spend at tijuana's and whatnot.
oh! and i cut my hair. it's really really different, but it looks pretty good! it's shoulder length, and i have bangs. and i straighten it every day. i'm sure pictures of it will be up on facebook soon enough.
maria was talking to me yesterday about her and her kinda boyfriend, and how he ignores her in front of his friends and how she was yelling at him about it, etc. etc. and i just thought, wow. i am legitimately happy that i do not have to deal with bullshit of the relationship sort anymore. my life is so stress free compared to a few months ago. and i think i have managed to become completely (or at least completely ENOUGH) over iggi. i don't hate him, i kind of miss him as a friend, but i can fucking sleep at night again.
as much as i don't want a relationship, i kind of miss the comfort of being in one. all my friends are hounding me to go out with cody. i really like cody...but i'm not sure the extent. i have this horrible tendancy to fall for my best male friends, so i know at some point i will develop legitimate feelings for him. thing is, we are like the same person in a lot of ways. when we're together people get annoyed because we have the exact same sense of humour, and we're always saying, "i was just thinking that!!" i don't know if he likes me...he may. but i'm not going to worry about it too much. i'm not all that physically attracted to him, but, looking at every other guy i've ever dated, that unfortunately doesn't matter all that much. i don't want things with him to end up like things with iggi though. which i guess is what happens when best friends try dating. so i'll just put that on hold for now.
on to other topics, work is going pretty well. leslie just started her mat. leave, and sue's in charge, which is FANTASTIC! she's so slack, it's great. christy just quit, which makes me very sad :(. she was my best work friend. i remember when i used to kind of really like her, which is embarassing. but i'm still really going to miss her. we're supposed to go out for sushi soon, so i hope we do.
oh, and shit!!! i drive now! i can actually drive! what a fucking feeling that is. i actually like it quite a bit, although i really suck. but anyways, i'm off for now!
oh! and i cut my hair. it's really really different, but it looks pretty good! it's shoulder length, and i have bangs. and i straighten it every day. i'm sure pictures of it will be up on facebook soon enough.
maria was talking to me yesterday about her and her kinda boyfriend, and how he ignores her in front of his friends and how she was yelling at him about it, etc. etc. and i just thought, wow. i am legitimately happy that i do not have to deal with bullshit of the relationship sort anymore. my life is so stress free compared to a few months ago. and i think i have managed to become completely (or at least completely ENOUGH) over iggi. i don't hate him, i kind of miss him as a friend, but i can fucking sleep at night again.
as much as i don't want a relationship, i kind of miss the comfort of being in one. all my friends are hounding me to go out with cody. i really like cody...but i'm not sure the extent. i have this horrible tendancy to fall for my best male friends, so i know at some point i will develop legitimate feelings for him. thing is, we are like the same person in a lot of ways. when we're together people get annoyed because we have the exact same sense of humour, and we're always saying, "i was just thinking that!!" i don't know if he likes me...he may. but i'm not going to worry about it too much. i'm not all that physically attracted to him, but, looking at every other guy i've ever dated, that unfortunately doesn't matter all that much. i don't want things with him to end up like things with iggi though. which i guess is what happens when best friends try dating. so i'll just put that on hold for now.
on to other topics, work is going pretty well. leslie just started her mat. leave, and sue's in charge, which is FANTASTIC! she's so slack, it's great. christy just quit, which makes me very sad :(. she was my best work friend. i remember when i used to kind of really like her, which is embarassing. but i'm still really going to miss her. we're supposed to go out for sushi soon, so i hope we do.
oh, and shit!!! i drive now! i can actually drive! what a fucking feeling that is. i actually like it quite a bit, although i really suck. but anyways, i'm off for now!