liar!
i am actually enjoying life right now. hence the few lj posts. i'm pretty sure livejournal is dying. no one really posts all that much anymore. oh well.
ahh i'm so happy with having no one in my life to really worry about. and i've never been more confident, too. i'm just having so much fun, even though all that really consists of is smoking pot and watching movies/playing guitar hero. i'm even actually enjoying work. of course, all this comes with anger at people who have treated me like crap in the past. because i thought i deserved it then but i know i don't. so i just try not to think about it. i am too good. i am the old carling again and i'm soo happy about it. tough as fucking nails. goodbye.
ahh i'm so happy with having no one in my life to really worry about. and i've never been more confident, too. i'm just having so much fun, even though all that really consists of is smoking pot and watching movies/playing guitar hero. i'm even actually enjoying work. of course, all this comes with anger at people who have treated me like crap in the past. because i thought i deserved it then but i know i don't. so i just try not to think about it. i am too good. i am the old carling again and i'm soo happy about it. tough as fucking nails. goodbye.