it hurts

[crazy_n_lost]

my heart hurts.
my eyes are swollen but i cant stop crying.
i always thought that you're the one...
i always thought that i wouldn't have to let go again.
i don't want to let you go but somehow, i have to.
i love you, i do and i love you enough to let you go coz i know ill just hurt you more.
as much as it kills me to let you go, it hurts more knowing that im going to hurt you.
this is the hardest thing i've ever had to do.
i don't want to hurt you anymore coz it hurts me more and at the same time, i have to do this for myself.
i wish things were different.
i wish things were easier.
i wish that for once, loving someone could be less complicated.

i love you.