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Sep 24, 2005 22:59

I got tagged by Jen so for the second time
1.I'm bored with life, but I don't do shit about it
2.Even though he's done some really fucked up shit, I still love him
3.I hate having to take medication for Schizoaffective Disorder... even though I have to
4.I haven't cut since he left, but I've wanted to
5.I used to have Post Natal Depression and frankly, it was the most frightening time of my life
6.I don't hate my mother... I just feel apathy, and in a way I feel sorry for her
7.I have terrifying hallucinations about death, and sometimes I can hear external voices that aren't there
8.even though I swore I'd stop I was still smoking pot regularly until about 5 months ago
9.I had sex with my ex boyfriend, Hugh and wished it wasn't him
10.I've tried to kill myself 5 times
11.I'm bi-curious
12.I'm scared to go outside, because I'm too paranoid
13.I used to destroy things because I liked to
14.I deliberately used a friend to break up with Hugh
15.I told so many lies lately that I'm going crazy
16.Sometimes I wish I didn't have my daughter
17.I still want to kill myself from time to time
18.I'm scared to bath my daughter because I've nearly drowned her twice
19.I wanted to have an abortion, and I don't feel bad about it
20.I actually dislike some of my friends
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