game over
you cant keep tryin to make something of nothing. you cant act like you dont care when you really do. this game is hard, and i have lost, all i have to do is move on now. id like my heart back, maybe just a piece. id like to be happy, at the very least. how can i fall so hard and not get up, when i never was standing to begin with. dont ignore me for weeks and then utter those words. i love you means nothing if thats all you do, i love you isnt just a statment its an action too. i hate this feeling of confusion and ache. i cant get away from it. everywhere i go and everything i do, somewhere somehow i am reminded of you. youre in my dreams and i want you out of my head. too much time i have wasted, who knows how much i have left, i know if i keep playin your game it will be much less. you are him and he is you, who i love and who i screw. i cant tell the difference anymore, each is the same, all i know is i cant play this game.