i've been changing but u'll never see me now
so im back from st.pete and let me say i didnt do as well as i thought i would...i added time on all my events and didnt even go close to the times i wanted. so this whole competitoin was pretty bad for me. but now we have a 2 week break from swimming so im so happy about that.
well other than swimming..i still got a lot pages to read for school-and im not quite sure when im going to read it all but hopefully some time this week il be able to finish it.
and besides swimming and school......everything is......ok ...its sorta like....nothin ever works out the way it should...and somehow im always the one caught in the pain.
No more holding it in
How many years can I pretend
Nothing never goes the way it should
No more sitting in this place
Hoping you might see it my way
Cause I don't think you ever understood
That what I'm looking for are the answers
To why these questions never go away
p.s oh yea! did i mention i also have an ear infection???? woohoo