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no cat
no ears
no lips
no father
no mother
no brothers
no teddy bear
no warmth
no hugs
no feelings
no phone calls
no "i love you"'s
no "i miss you"'s
no buddies
no swimming
no sleeping
no good dreams
no one to touch
no one to hug
no oneto hold
no one to hold
no more dry cheeks
grounds covered in ashes
hands smell like smoke
every song brings memories
dont know whats real anymore
no more caring
no more trying
just living for the money
no more love
no more trust
nothing there to grab hold of
no one says hello
no one says goodbye
kicked in the face
i just want to sleep
please let sarah call in saying i dont have to work today.............
me n my dad are STILL fighting becuz HE was to drunk to listen
or maybe im just not good enough to be heard...
hopefully getting my ear pierced tomorrow,
lets see how long it takes himto notice
a LONG ass time
well no
cuz he always looks at my face saying how it looks bad
and how my hair looks like shit
my ears are inthe middle of those areas
i wish u didnt have to be 18 to get stuff pierced now..
thats gay ass
its a NEW MICHIGAN LAW
wtf!!??!!
im thinking of the day i was at kellys wehen david was there
telling them about kyle and stephan,
about me getting high ad smokin
and then watching the looks on their faces
and notcing how bad im getting
and me acting like i aint noticing shit
but really im crying inside...
w/e
no ears
no lips
no father
no mother
no brothers
no teddy bear
no warmth
no hugs
no feelings
no phone calls
no "i love you"'s
no "i miss you"'s
no buddies
no swimming
no sleeping
no good dreams
no one to touch
no one to hug
no oneto hold
no one to hold
no more dry cheeks
grounds covered in ashes
hands smell like smoke
every song brings memories
dont know whats real anymore
no more caring
no more trying
just living for the money
no more love
no more trust
nothing there to grab hold of
no one says hello
no one says goodbye
kicked in the face
i just want to sleep
please let sarah call in saying i dont have to work today.............
me n my dad are STILL fighting becuz HE was to drunk to listen
or maybe im just not good enough to be heard...
hopefully getting my ear pierced tomorrow,
lets see how long it takes himto notice
a LONG ass time
well no
cuz he always looks at my face saying how it looks bad
and how my hair looks like shit
my ears are inthe middle of those areas
i wish u didnt have to be 18 to get stuff pierced now..
thats gay ass
its a NEW MICHIGAN LAW
wtf!!??!!
im thinking of the day i was at kellys wehen david was there
telling them about kyle and stephan,
about me getting high ad smokin
and then watching the looks on their faces
and notcing how bad im getting
and me acting like i aint noticing shit
but really im crying inside...
w/e