Apr 06, 2004 11:38
Where Have The Words Gone ………
Time has gone by since I was last here but only time that wants to be written about except the words had just gone - Other things have taken up time and taken effect on the mind
Lies have been told in the past and have been found out in the last few days most of all - Stress leaves have stayed rather low though as I cant be arsed anymore why should I let lairs keep fucking with my world just because they fucked with mine already - I’ve told the truth all the way and not lied once about anything - The heart went soft and as light as a feather with the soul floating high in the sky - Only to be walked all over and push aside - Until the eyes cant cry a river no more did the coldness creep back in to bring the blood back to fire and close the eyes -
The words come back yet the soul feels grey hidden away for the one that’s gone away
Hard days feeling like living in a posh jail free to do what ever I want each day - People bitch people moan people never know when to shut up - When they have lived theses days can they comment on each day - Since leaving the easy life that should have been did the days become more laid back with my mind on my money and my money on my mind but now I have fucked up fighting to not go a total stray - Its taken time to find what it is that can break me out of this jail and on to the straight and narrow but keep me on the road to hell - Only until the end of May do I have to wait and pray that Night school with take me all the way !?!?!?!?!
The way to bring my hobbies in to my way of making money is to go and get a career as a photographer - I have the contacts I know the way of the life style I want to take pictures of - Digital is the way the photographers are going so it’s the course ill be doing - The only nightmare I have is that the course could be held on a Monday Night !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Saturday what could go wrong went wrong but it was Saturday Night that brought the day back to life with a trip to the East Midlands - Cruisers not letting the rain stop them all night from enjoying a good nights cruise - The wait to get in the car park was around an hour with the Boys In Blue showing up but enjoying the night along with the cruisers and having a laugh - Not all Coppers are bad even on rainy days
Monday proves that we are still in control and staying ahead to - Its taken time and patience but has been worth the waiting gold - How long we can handle on to it is up to us - Staying ahead of the weather is better than staying ahead of the Coppers - Yet they came so close to figuring us out they still don’t understand how we play the game
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