slackin again.. i know
well lets see.. since i last updated.
um.. no more things have come out of my fingers.
justin is more and more a part of that past every day. and more and more am i believing the full truth about that whole situation.
school is going decently. i'm getting my ass kicked bc i'm so far behind in psychology, but i'm slowly and surely making progress. i should find out how i did on my first chem test tomorrow so everyone cross their fingers.. (if we have an A going into the final we can opt out of it) and my geography i've gotten A's on everything so far.. and my speech class.. i'm not sure how my grade will be, but i've done well in it, and it's over this weekend. then once THAT is over, all my time and energy is going towards catching up in psych cause that's REALLY important.
um.. michael and i are friends again. he is still the person i love with my whole heart and more.. which can be a dangerous way to feel.. but.. having him back in my life is the best thing in the world. i knew i missed him.. but things just feel complete again. and i need that in my life sometimes. i'm used to things being a confusing mess.. but it's nice to have "complete" every once in a while.
boys are still stupid. lol. every one i meet that seems nice really is a total douche. good news is that i'm not stressing over it, rollin with with the punches and livin life.
for once, the first time in a while, i think i'm doing well. i really truely do. i just need to keep improving, keep my head up, and it's only gonna keep getting better :-)
um.. no more things have come out of my fingers.
justin is more and more a part of that past every day. and more and more am i believing the full truth about that whole situation.
school is going decently. i'm getting my ass kicked bc i'm so far behind in psychology, but i'm slowly and surely making progress. i should find out how i did on my first chem test tomorrow so everyone cross their fingers.. (if we have an A going into the final we can opt out of it) and my geography i've gotten A's on everything so far.. and my speech class.. i'm not sure how my grade will be, but i've done well in it, and it's over this weekend. then once THAT is over, all my time and energy is going towards catching up in psych cause that's REALLY important.
um.. michael and i are friends again. he is still the person i love with my whole heart and more.. which can be a dangerous way to feel.. but.. having him back in my life is the best thing in the world. i knew i missed him.. but things just feel complete again. and i need that in my life sometimes. i'm used to things being a confusing mess.. but it's nice to have "complete" every once in a while.
boys are still stupid. lol. every one i meet that seems nice really is a total douche. good news is that i'm not stressing over it, rollin with with the punches and livin life.
for once, the first time in a while, i think i'm doing well. i really truely do. i just need to keep improving, keep my head up, and it's only gonna keep getting better :-)