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COLLEGE HAS STARTED!! and here, in lovely Tempe, Arizona.. it is hot as balls.. like.. holy shit, i never knew it could be as hot as it is here at NINE FREAKIN O'CLOCK IN THE MORNING!! haha but anyway.. classes are good.. dropped Philosophy.. which i kinda wanna pick back up, but it would totally kill me, i have 5 classes already.. anyway. my room mate.. ROCKS! her name is Alissa from Sun Prairie, Wisconsin.. and she's amazing. totally sweet, and funny, and i get along really well with her.. so it's wonderful! we've met pretty much everyone on our floor.. most of them are cool ppl.. anyway. i've done a lot more thinking.. and let's just lay something out.
(this is mostly in reference to males..) no longer will i "wait" for you to figure out what you want. i have a hard enough time figuring out what i want, i don't need to deal with your shit on top of that, and as past experience has taught me, is that often, what you want, isn't me and you know that.. you just keep me on the side until you figure out what exactly you want to leave me for, then you go do that. i am also through with hoping that certain males will one day "come to their senses" and see what i see.. as far as things could be, or what feelings could amount to. it's stupid.. and pointless and i'm done. i'm just done. if mr. right wants to come knocking on my door and sweep me off my feet, please, feel free to do so. but until then. i'm content to just be me.. and if you don't like that... i don't give a shit :-)