more downhill
So quite frankily I've been a little scattered lately. I have no idea where the time has gone and how I've spent it. Things seem to be getting harder and harder each day as I go on.
And right now I'm affected by some things in a not a very pleasant way. Like the drug bust that made the front page of the newspaper today. I'm affected because it's my moms best friends daughter that a a gun held to her head by them and threatened to kill her whole family, including her two precious baby boys that I love and take care of so deeply much. And now she's in treatment because she was on that shit and I'm just hoping things will maybe turn around for her. It's been super hard on all of us and things just need to get better.
Life here at this house is still going downhill as usual but I guess I've gotten used to it.
Danceline is going well, I'm just really sick of learning dances and cleaning them. It will get much better when we know which ones we're in and everything that goes with it. I've learned 3 dances in the last 2 weeks and I'm going insane because after the parade it's 2 more dances and more cleaning and then competition for us on the 3rd. Oh boy. And I think I'm meeting up with Allie, Shannon and Leanna for costume committee on Saturday before work so that shall be wonderous.
I'm really excited to see the play, I love Beauty and the Beast it's my all time favorite Disney movie. Yay! Anyways please pray for everything to go right. I think I'm starting to find my true friends and I'm still managing to lose a few week by week. Maybe it's worth it, maybe it's not who really knows?
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