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"oh what a tangled web we weave he says as he walks straight into her trap"
have you ever felt the need to detach yourself so badly
have you ever tried so hard to just get away
and you constantly feel like you're being sucked right back in?
like a rip curl
i heard a song earlier today, the words were just right to describe that
but i forget it now
it doesn't matter anyway, that's not the point
really, there is no point
I just write to escape
which is strange really because what am I escaping?
if I write what I feel
then were's the escape in writing?
and does it all really matter anyway?
does any of this really matter anyway?
i think what could confuse me the most is the fact that it seems like they really care about this
but i don't see that
i'm so confused by the reasoning of all of this
why it all has to continue
and just so we're all clear here because we all seem to have issues with clarity
this is for me, and for the people that really want to read it
not just so you can jump my bones and get on my case
jesus already
i stepped down
i'm walking away
you want me out and now i'm out
so leave me out
::sulking::
anyway, to keep up my expected chipper demeanor
ashley's here and I've never been so glad to see one person in my whole life
we went out to eat this evening
josh and I were fighting over whether or not our waiter was gay
josh cracks me up!
he sang my goodies in the car and I thought i was going to pee my pants
you'd think it was the funniest thing I'd ever seen
but no!
ashley's dance scene...THAT was the funniest thing I've ever seen!
moving right along
i find that i have difficulty comprehending things
some things just never make sense
like, i see the cliches, but i just don't understand...why?
why must it be like that...so "cliche"
oh well, not anything i can change
i can't wait to get out of this place
"you surround yourself with the people you want to be with
no one is ever to blame for a poor choice but yourself" she said
oh don't know
i'm rambling
why we ask?
because i have nothing else to talk about
because i have tons to talk about and I'm afraid of what people will say/do in response to something that they aren't supposed to respond to
i have important people in my life and I thank them for keeping me sane some of the time
i wonder...lots
i give up now, i've got nothin'
i've had nothin'
and I got nothin'
later
-yeah man
have you ever felt the need to detach yourself so badly
have you ever tried so hard to just get away
and you constantly feel like you're being sucked right back in?
like a rip curl
i heard a song earlier today, the words were just right to describe that
but i forget it now
it doesn't matter anyway, that's not the point
really, there is no point
I just write to escape
which is strange really because what am I escaping?
if I write what I feel
then were's the escape in writing?
and does it all really matter anyway?
does any of this really matter anyway?
i think what could confuse me the most is the fact that it seems like they really care about this
but i don't see that
i'm so confused by the reasoning of all of this
why it all has to continue
and just so we're all clear here because we all seem to have issues with clarity
this is for me, and for the people that really want to read it
not just so you can jump my bones and get on my case
jesus already
i stepped down
i'm walking away
you want me out and now i'm out
so leave me out
::sulking::
anyway, to keep up my expected chipper demeanor
ashley's here and I've never been so glad to see one person in my whole life
we went out to eat this evening
josh and I were fighting over whether or not our waiter was gay
josh cracks me up!
he sang my goodies in the car and I thought i was going to pee my pants
you'd think it was the funniest thing I'd ever seen
but no!
ashley's dance scene...THAT was the funniest thing I've ever seen!
moving right along
i find that i have difficulty comprehending things
some things just never make sense
like, i see the cliches, but i just don't understand...why?
why must it be like that...so "cliche"
oh well, not anything i can change
i can't wait to get out of this place
"you surround yourself with the people you want to be with
no one is ever to blame for a poor choice but yourself" she said
oh don't know
i'm rambling
why we ask?
because i have nothing else to talk about
because i have tons to talk about and I'm afraid of what people will say/do in response to something that they aren't supposed to respond to
i have important people in my life and I thank them for keeping me sane some of the time
i wonder...lots
i give up now, i've got nothin'
i've had nothin'
and I got nothin'
later
-yeah man