Feb 13, 2006 18:52
So Andrew came over and got his stuff today.
It was pretty hard to handle.
It's not even the fact that we aren't togeather anymore.
It's that all I have been reading about is how he wants to find a cute girl to hook up with to forget about me with.
I really wish he still cared.
I can't ever imagine not careing about him.
But I guess it's harder for girls... even when it is there fault.
I just wish that we could be friends...
I wish we could talk and hang out and have fun.
I never thought that it would be this hard for me, and so easy for him.
Well on a different note, tomorrow is Valentines Day.
I will be spending it at work with Nadine all night.
She said she would make me dinner though and bring in candles so thats cool.
Dunno if she was seriouse though.
All I want for Valentines Day is for someone to tell me they love me and mean it.
Thats not too much to ask for I don't think...
I'll let you know if it happens or not later on.
I want to share my bed with someone who cares about me that will cuddle with me.
Rub my back, play with my hair, softly brush their hand against my skin...
God I have got to stop day dreaming outloud.
That's all for now.
Happy Valentines Day Everyone!
Hope you get to spend it with they one(s) you love.