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So I am seriously the fucking stupidest person alive!
I hurt the one person in my life who actually loved me.
I can't beleive myself.
I am never drinking that much again in my life!
Things happen that shouldn't and it just fucks up everything.
GOD what the fuck is wrong with me?!?
I now feel sick, very sick.
got sent home 4 hours early from work b/c I couldn't stop crying.
I can't eat, can't sleep... all I do is cry.
This is my life now.
I hate my life...
I hate myself.
I hurt the one person in my life who actually loved me.
I can't beleive myself.
I am never drinking that much again in my life!
Things happen that shouldn't and it just fucks up everything.
GOD what the fuck is wrong with me?!?
I now feel sick, very sick.
got sent home 4 hours early from work b/c I couldn't stop crying.
I can't eat, can't sleep... all I do is cry.
This is my life now.
I hate my life...
I hate myself.