May 06, 2008 18:22
im scared.
im immediately scared to spill my guts to the internet
but theres lots of fears.
im scared im losing my morals
im scared im unhappy in my major
im scared to change it
im scared to be poor
im scared because i am poor
im scared i wont get a job this summer
im scared im losing touch with my best friends
im scared for my family
im scared that sea road house is being sold
im scared to try and be an interior designer
im scared ill be rejected
im scared im a horrible artist and im too scared to try
im scared my cat will get fat
im scared of rising gas prices
im scared my car will break down
im scared IM going to get fat
im scared to try and be a suicide girl because
-im scared of rejection
-im scared of success
-im scared my boyfriend will leave me even though i need the money
-im scared to work for them since theyre an F rated company
im scared a fire will take everything from me
im scared im going to hell for being materialistic
im scared that im abandoned by my family, regardless of their shittiness.
im scared to be alone.
IM SCARED OF THE DARK!!!!
im scared that my piercings and hair colour will make potential employers judge me
im scared im going to do poorly in class even though i quit my job to devote more time
im scared that im forgotten
im scared that im unhappy, still, again.
im scared that im unhappy with my boyfriend
im scared of my 9 week sickness but more so
im scared of getting felt up again by the creepy doctor at school so im not going back
sometimes im too scared to move, and i lie in bed all day under the covers, and sleep or run away into the pages of a book