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Well i think from now on im just going to be using this to vent since i know that like no one reads this...and that people actually read my xanga but since i dont want people asking me if im ok im just going to vent in here and if u r one of my friends like hoot or kris..u've heard most of these things alot lately and im sry about that...but if u do by chance read this--well idk....but thats besdies the point..well lets see th9is mighjt be a little long..
well the first thing is my brother and dad...gah all they ever do now is fucking fight...gah like every 5 mionutes that my brother is home they are YELLING at each other and have no regard for anyone else in the house..well that only other person would be me...gah they dont realize how much it affects me when they argue..its been driving me nuts and im ready to just crack and leave--well hoot knows wat i mean by that---i cant stnad living in the same house as them anymore.....they just never shut up--then when im in the car with my dad all he does is complain about my brother and whenever im with my brother all he does is complain about my dad--well maybe thats not all they do but it sure seems that way...i mean even at night they are still arguing and its always right beneath my room so i go and ask them to please be quiet and i get told to shut the fuck up and go back to my room so then pat comes up and slams his door and they continue to argue right outside my door..I JUST CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE...
i am so ready just to crack
the other point i really dont want to say in here cause i dont know who reads this--its not about anyone its about me---but people jsut dont need to know somethings about my life
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well the first thing is my brother and dad...gah all they ever do now is fucking fight...gah like every 5 mionutes that my brother is home they are YELLING at each other and have no regard for anyone else in the house..well that only other person would be me...gah they dont realize how much it affects me when they argue..its been driving me nuts and im ready to just crack and leave--well hoot knows wat i mean by that---i cant stnad living in the same house as them anymore.....they just never shut up--then when im in the car with my dad all he does is complain about my brother and whenever im with my brother all he does is complain about my dad--well maybe thats not all they do but it sure seems that way...i mean even at night they are still arguing and its always right beneath my room so i go and ask them to please be quiet and i get told to shut the fuck up and go back to my room so then pat comes up and slams his door and they continue to argue right outside my door..I JUST CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE...
i am so ready just to crack
the other point i really dont want to say in here cause i dont know who reads this--its not about anyone its about me---but people jsut dont need to know somethings about my life
_.m.e.o.w._