Numbness...
Yes. I join the masses when I do this update.
I have no words to express my sadness. It's a lot of emotion. I know that a lot of people won't be able to understand, but it's okay. It's my journal, and I want to vent out writing.
I won't be going to the AFI concert as planned. All remaining tour dates have been cancelled.Now, yes, I'm deeply saddenned, but it's not about that any more. I just hope Davey gets well, and hope that they keep the fans posted on his recovery among other details. I feel so...numb almost. Nobody in my family understood why I cried. I just love the band and their music. It was going to be my first time to see them, and it all felt so real. For some reason, things are always too good to be true for me. I know it's not a huge deal, and that they'll most likely tour again. My mom said she'd buy me a plane ticket to see them in China if she had to. Well, I just need to deal right now, and pray for Davey and the rest of the band.
So....no more concert countdowns, no nothing for a while. I'm still going to San Antonio so I don't let my friend down. Jeez. I'm sure that there'll be a lot of news around this. Ok guys, well, thanks for all of you who were with me as I announced the news of the concert, and for always supporting my excitement. It's not the end of the world, but...pretty damn close for mine. I probably won't post til I come back from my trip. Ok, I don't really have much else to say. Thanks for everything guys! Hopefully I'll be able to get some comments in your entries now and then.
Til then, everyone take care.
I have no words to express my sadness. It's a lot of emotion. I know that a lot of people won't be able to understand, but it's okay. It's my journal, and I want to vent out writing.
I won't be going to the AFI concert as planned. All remaining tour dates have been cancelled.Now, yes, I'm deeply saddenned, but it's not about that any more. I just hope Davey gets well, and hope that they keep the fans posted on his recovery among other details. I feel so...numb almost. Nobody in my family understood why I cried. I just love the band and their music. It was going to be my first time to see them, and it all felt so real. For some reason, things are always too good to be true for me. I know it's not a huge deal, and that they'll most likely tour again. My mom said she'd buy me a plane ticket to see them in China if she had to. Well, I just need to deal right now, and pray for Davey and the rest of the band.
So....no more concert countdowns, no nothing for a while. I'm still going to San Antonio so I don't let my friend down. Jeez. I'm sure that there'll be a lot of news around this. Ok guys, well, thanks for all of you who were with me as I announced the news of the concert, and for always supporting my excitement. It's not the end of the world, but...pretty damn close for mine. I probably won't post til I come back from my trip. Ok, I don't really have much else to say. Thanks for everything guys! Hopefully I'll be able to get some comments in your entries now and then.
Til then, everyone take care.