a little bummed....
so I just helped my brother pack up his junk and ate dinner with my brother and parents and then they left for my brother to start his break....=( to top that, my dad's side is having their christmas tomorrow...but I have an accounting review tomorrow for the exam on Monday, and I havent even started to study for it yet, therefore, no Geary Christmas for me...it is kinda sad, this was going to be the first year where everyone could come. it is a shame that they decided to do it on Sunday instead of the usual Saturday...I could have gone if it was today...just tomorrow is no good for me. my brother is going I think. it is sad, but I am not entirely sure I will miss not going. I mean the Geary Christmas is the only time of the year when I feel like they are actually family, otherwise they just kinda ignore me. part of me is still sad and disappointed that I didnt make more of an attempt to go, but right now, my education is important and I know if I went home I would be in break mode, and not want to study at all, when my three hardest exams are still to come. so it is better that I will clean tonight, sleep in late, and then study ALL day tomorrow, and then finish cleaning/packing Monday and again, study for the majority of Monday for Tuesday exams. I bet I am the last one to leave on my floor, maybe one of the last to leave in my dorm, lol.
my family just plain disappoints me sometimes...like today, my parents and brother came into my room and I pointed out my "SHRM Spotlight Award" which I was really quite proud of...and my mom said "that's nice"...that was it, and they wonder why I get so mad at them sometimes. I was really hurt by that. almost to tears, cuz SHRM is really the only thing I work hard in up here. I mean my brother makes it into a band up here and it is "awesome, congratulations, that's great!", with me, if I have an equivalent, I get nothing...all the more reason for my to get out of here and to separate myself from him.
well, now that I am bored, have nothing to do, and am a little depressed I think I will either go out later or watch TV/movies...I need something to cheer me up.
ciao
my family just plain disappoints me sometimes...like today, my parents and brother came into my room and I pointed out my "SHRM Spotlight Award" which I was really quite proud of...and my mom said "that's nice"...that was it, and they wonder why I get so mad at them sometimes. I was really hurt by that. almost to tears, cuz SHRM is really the only thing I work hard in up here. I mean my brother makes it into a band up here and it is "awesome, congratulations, that's great!", with me, if I have an equivalent, I get nothing...all the more reason for my to get out of here and to separate myself from him.
well, now that I am bored, have nothing to do, and am a little depressed I think I will either go out later or watch TV/movies...I need something to cheer me up.
ciao