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Ever felt like slitting your throat?
Shooting yourself between the eyes?
Cutting your wrists until all the blood in your body drains from them?
My body just aches right now with this feeling of self anger and annoyance. I don't know what to do with myself anymore. I'm just pissed at me, me as a person in general, me and how I relate to others. I don't know, I just have that knotted throat feeling. I want to cry, I want to scream, I want to get in my car and drive far far faaaar away and never come back. I just feel useless and pointless and just distraught right now, and I don't know what to do to make it better, I don't know what will help.
Shooting yourself between the eyes?
Cutting your wrists until all the blood in your body drains from them?
My body just aches right now with this feeling of self anger and annoyance. I don't know what to do with myself anymore. I'm just pissed at me, me as a person in general, me and how I relate to others. I don't know, I just have that knotted throat feeling. I want to cry, I want to scream, I want to get in my car and drive far far faaaar away and never come back. I just feel useless and pointless and just distraught right now, and I don't know what to do to make it better, I don't know what will help.