May 16, 2005 02:23
I swear, my karma or my juju is really going bad. Last Friday, my foot fell into this hole making me fall. The result is a scrapped elbow and knees and a really bloody foot because the skin got ripped off. As in you can see the fresh meat! I DIDN'T EVEN DRINK YET! I WAS COMPLETELY SOBER! Fucking idiot. After seeing my toe, it reminded me of this old Van Damme movie where he cuts all the layers of his skin and put his fingerpring on something... thats besides the point. IT looked like that! I couldn't look at my toe until my mom freaked out. I knew it was bad. Hay.
Today, my car broke. The suspension or something was ripped off the tire which in turn made the tire turn 90 degrees towards the inside of the car. I was with my whole family. Its a good thing we weren't out of BF yet and also that it didn't break on the hiway when my parents used it earlier. It was a good bonding experience tho. But tomorrow is a different day. The weight of the cost of fixing the car is really gonna take its toll on the whole family. Esp my parents.
My mum talked to me while we were eating dinner, she told me that i really have to get a job. I don't know if its her exaggeration talking again or not, but maybe i should. BUT what she doesn't realize is that I don't exactly have the skills to do much yet. all the skills I have learned so far is office work, but I'm in school and office hours end basically when school ends. PLUS, I REALLY DON'T WANT TO BE A ROBOT! I'd do it if school didn't get in the way tho.
I'm not like my brother who have those MMA skills already. I just started for Christ's sake. And I'm not exactly commercial material like my brothers are. Commericals is easy money. But I don't like the thought of being in front of a camera a people knowing who I am. but for the cash.... haha. I hate this.
BAD JUJU, BE GONE!