More like me, and less like you...
I have been told that I should be writing at least one entry a week, and I guess I have nothing else to do anyway. Well, there's homework...but that's just not fun! So instead I will sit around rambling on, while realizing that I have nothing to say. This week I procrastinated, reverting back to my old and familiar habits. It's not good...but I'm doing it anyway. I was actually out almost every day this week, which was strange...I don't usually go anywhere except Brownies on weeknights. But hey, it was fun! And that's obviously more important than homework. I finally dropped another course, so I have almost 4 hours off in a row now! It's great!
And today is the ultimate lazy day...I stayed in bed until 3 in the afternoon, all I ate for breakfast was the grilled cheese that my parents made for me before I went out, I never did get dressed, and I've been sitting around in this chair for hours now. And I'm thinking about lying down again...I haven't done any work at all. It's wonderful...everyone should have days where they lie around, don't use any energy, and don't do any work! Well I guess I did use SOME energy, but for the most part it was minimal!
The rest of my weekend was more energetic though, and so much fun! I went bowling yesterday! I love bowling, especially at night on the weekends, because they have the black light. And drawing on people with highlighter, then going bowling with the black light...it's just awesome. And we kind of turned the bowling alley into a dance floor, when it wasn't our turn to bowl. We probably should have just gone someplace for dancing, but too bad. It was great! I love bowling...I'm not any good, but it's so much fun!
And as suspected, my parents yelled at me about not going to Wonderland with them...they just came back. I don't know why they bother...I mean, what's the point in making me go to Wonderland if I don't feel like it? Sure, technically I'd be getting use out of my pass...but if I don't even want to be there, isn't that kind of counter-productive?
Life is confusing...and no, I'm not going to explain that. But I wish there was someone who just...had all the answers about what to do, how to do it, what was best for me...stuff like that. Although people don't always make the choices that are best for them, and you'd have to put all your trust into this one person...I guess it couldn't be a human, because they would be corrupt and biased...but something. Unfortunately, I have a lot of impossible dreams, but none that I could ever have. I need a goal in life, maybe that would somehow motivate me....maybe.
And today is the ultimate lazy day...I stayed in bed until 3 in the afternoon, all I ate for breakfast was the grilled cheese that my parents made for me before I went out, I never did get dressed, and I've been sitting around in this chair for hours now. And I'm thinking about lying down again...I haven't done any work at all. It's wonderful...everyone should have days where they lie around, don't use any energy, and don't do any work! Well I guess I did use SOME energy, but for the most part it was minimal!
The rest of my weekend was more energetic though, and so much fun! I went bowling yesterday! I love bowling, especially at night on the weekends, because they have the black light. And drawing on people with highlighter, then going bowling with the black light...it's just awesome. And we kind of turned the bowling alley into a dance floor, when it wasn't our turn to bowl. We probably should have just gone someplace for dancing, but too bad. It was great! I love bowling...I'm not any good, but it's so much fun!
And as suspected, my parents yelled at me about not going to Wonderland with them...they just came back. I don't know why they bother...I mean, what's the point in making me go to Wonderland if I don't feel like it? Sure, technically I'd be getting use out of my pass...but if I don't even want to be there, isn't that kind of counter-productive?
Life is confusing...and no, I'm not going to explain that. But I wish there was someone who just...had all the answers about what to do, how to do it, what was best for me...stuff like that. Although people don't always make the choices that are best for them, and you'd have to put all your trust into this one person...I guess it couldn't be a human, because they would be corrupt and biased...but something. Unfortunately, I have a lot of impossible dreams, but none that I could ever have. I need a goal in life, maybe that would somehow motivate me....maybe.