Dec 09, 2008 22:30
Sometimes, life can just sneak up on you and smack you in the face. You know what I'm saying? On the other hand, so can death. I had a friend pass away this past weekend and it's only been a little more than a day since I found out. It's hitting me hard. Just makes me think. My peers and I aren't supposed to die at a young age like this, it just doesn't seem like it should happen that way, right? And, why does it always happen to the best of people? I hate it. I want to go back to Saturday and figure out a way for it to not happen. But I can't. No one can. We see death all the time on t.v. Some shows give the idea that people can be brought back, or that we can still talk to those people once they pass. But when it happens in real life, that huge reality comes up and snacks you in the face REAL hard, doesn't it?
I just had to do something. It's hard for me to talk about with anyone in particular so this way, I just feel like I'm talking to myself. And I think I kinda like it this way...