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Ahh I've been doing pretty good lately I suppose. Other than sitting at home day in and day out finding ways to entertain myself. Today has been kind of upsetting though. I know certain people are probably going to read this and people will find out and I'm sorry but I can't help it. I still love Dann. I don't know why I still have such strong feelings for him and I know that we've been broken up for a year now, but we still have such a great friendship and we can still..umm...*cough* have sex and not expect anything out of it, but I think about him EVERYDAY. I still cry myself to sleep everynight. I go home and I put on his clothes because that's when I feel the most comfortable. What people don't understand is the kind of relationship that Dann and I have had for the last 3 years, whether or not we were going out. We fucking talked about getting married. March 15, 2006 was the date. Less than a year away, yet I find myself soo lonely and sad. I know that me having a child now has drastically changed things but I hope that's not the case. I'm not sure if he feels the same way about me but idk, idk what I expect out of this...I just had to get this out because there's no one I can talk to about this. Well I'm out
McL
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