my poems by me
*Bitched At*
I can't do anything with out getting bitched at
I can't call my boyfriend or friends,
can't turn up music,
can't wear what I want too
can't say what I want too
can't do my hair how I want too
can't wear my make-up how I want too
can't do what I want too
I can't even talk to who I want too
can't go out with the I truely love
can't speak my mind
I can't do shit with out being BITCHED AT!!
this one is more like a letter but fuck it.
"Come Home" 09-28-03
Come back we all miss you
Be good so you're not gone to long
Everyone says hello and wants
you to come home
Don't do it for us
Don't do it for god
Do it for yourself
Let us help you though
All you have to do is be good
And stay out of trouble
And you will be home in about 3 months
Just come back home
I know you can do it
You know you can do it
I believe in you
You should believe in yourself too.
PLEASE GIZMO!!!!
By:Jenni Comer
Dedicated to:
Berlyn "Gizmo Boy" Gross
EMPTY
that is how i feel
my heart feels so empty
my stomach feels empty
but them i realize i'm not empty
i am full
i am full of joy
and happiness
i am not empty
but them i also realize
my heart is not empty
i realize people do love me and i love them too
my heart is not empty
and my stomach is empty
because i am hungry
so i eat a sandwich
full of love and happiness
Friends
they come and go
but when they go
you realize how much you need them
True friends stand by you
during good or bad times
they don't talk about you behind your back
They give you a shoulder to cry on
a friend to talk in the time of need
friends are people you laugh with not and at
friends are very important
ecspecailly during teen years
but you will always need them
Fucked up
That is what I am
I am fucked up because
all I can do is fuck up
When I do something right
It is always fucked up to someone else
I can never do anything right anymore
If I am good
I go fuck it up
not meaning too
when I get some good friends
I go fuck it up
by having fun
I don't mean to fuck up all the time
it is just that my life is fucked up
that is what it is
"Good-Bye" 10-10-03
Good-Bye is the hardest words to say
I hate saying good-bye not knowing
when we will say hello again
It is easy for some people to good-bye
To me
I hate the words good-bye
If I always knew I would be able to
Say hello again to friends and family
The words hello again are much easier to say
I would rather say hello again than
Good-Bye anyday, but i have one last
things to say to my papa
Good-Bye for now!!!
By:Jenni Comer
Hate
That is all I feel
I feel 0% love
All I see is hate
No love from anyone to anyone
All I know is hate
I wish I knew love
He sounds so nice
but hate is better
I have met love
He is so sweet
Honest and faithful
He is a really nice guy
"I miss" 09-28-03
I miss the way things used to be
I miss saying "I Love You"
but things changed
all of things changed
I used to love you
but not as much as you loved me
what happened to make it all change
why did it all change
I want everything to go back to normal
I want to be able to say "I Love You,papa"
And hear "I Love You Too, Jenni"
I miss you papa
I LOVE YOU PAPA!!
By:Jenni Comer
"I tried"
I tried to care,
but i couldn't.
I tried to love you,
but i couldn't.
I tried to hate you,
but i couldn't.
Then I tried to talk to you,
but you wouldn't.
By:Jenni Comer aka "Gizmo Girl"
hell
i feel like i am in hell
i get put through hell everyday
my friends think school is hell,
but i know hell is more then school
it is life as a whole
hell is being alone
hell can be worse then this
hell is worse
in hell no one is there for u
in hell no one says i love you
this isn't hell
"Life" 10-13-03
Life is hard
Life is easy
Life is sad
Life is happy
Life is fun
Life is boring
What is life??
Because I sure as hell don't know
By:Jenni Comer
My life
My life is hell
most of the time
the other part is
even worse then hell
I have had some good days in my life
but on the other hand
I have had bad days the good
in my life
My so called friends are against
my life when I am good
but my true friend are against
my life when I am bad
Not many people care about my life
if I live or die
some people do
I love the people who do
"You Are..." (2001)
you are a great friend
sweet is one of the many things you are
you are a nice caring person
you are a shining star
up above the sky so high
smiling down upon me
wishing you could be here with me
or just to hear my voice one more time
you are loving me as much as if you were here
we have our best times to come
but some to cherish and remember forever
with our friends and family
we have loved ones thinking of us and
we all are thinking of them
you are a honest loving person
you have always been there for me
and hopefully always will be
because a friend like you only comes once in a life time
i wouldn't know what to do if any thing
would happen to you
you always gave me a shoulder to cry on
always giving me good advice and
helping me with my problems
you always listen and understand when i talk
you are meaningful in my life
i hope we never get torn apart
you are and always will be my best friend
in the entire world
By: Jenni Comer
"You Lied" 09-28-03
you told me you loved me
but you didn't
you told me you wanted to be with me forever
but your not
why did you lie
ws it for me or
did you bot know any better
please tell me why
is there a good reason or
did you do it to hurt me
well you hurt me a lot really bad
where it hurts, in my heart
you didn't just lie to me
you lied to yourself and everyone else
we just all wanna know why
why did you lie to us all
By: Jenni Comer
Dedicated to: Jesse Tinch
I can't do anything with out getting bitched at
I can't call my boyfriend or friends,
can't turn up music,
can't wear what I want too
can't say what I want too
can't do my hair how I want too
can't wear my make-up how I want too
can't do what I want too
I can't even talk to who I want too
can't go out with the I truely love
can't speak my mind
I can't do shit with out being BITCHED AT!!
this one is more like a letter but fuck it.
"Come Home" 09-28-03
Come back we all miss you
Be good so you're not gone to long
Everyone says hello and wants
you to come home
Don't do it for us
Don't do it for god
Do it for yourself
Let us help you though
All you have to do is be good
And stay out of trouble
And you will be home in about 3 months
Just come back home
I know you can do it
You know you can do it
I believe in you
You should believe in yourself too.
PLEASE GIZMO!!!!
By:Jenni Comer
Dedicated to:
Berlyn "Gizmo Boy" Gross
EMPTY
that is how i feel
my heart feels so empty
my stomach feels empty
but them i realize i'm not empty
i am full
i am full of joy
and happiness
i am not empty
but them i also realize
my heart is not empty
i realize people do love me and i love them too
my heart is not empty
and my stomach is empty
because i am hungry
so i eat a sandwich
full of love and happiness
Friends
they come and go
but when they go
you realize how much you need them
True friends stand by you
during good or bad times
they don't talk about you behind your back
They give you a shoulder to cry on
a friend to talk in the time of need
friends are people you laugh with not and at
friends are very important
ecspecailly during teen years
but you will always need them
Fucked up
That is what I am
I am fucked up because
all I can do is fuck up
When I do something right
It is always fucked up to someone else
I can never do anything right anymore
If I am good
I go fuck it up
not meaning too
when I get some good friends
I go fuck it up
by having fun
I don't mean to fuck up all the time
it is just that my life is fucked up
that is what it is
"Good-Bye" 10-10-03
Good-Bye is the hardest words to say
I hate saying good-bye not knowing
when we will say hello again
It is easy for some people to good-bye
To me
I hate the words good-bye
If I always knew I would be able to
Say hello again to friends and family
The words hello again are much easier to say
I would rather say hello again than
Good-Bye anyday, but i have one last
things to say to my papa
Good-Bye for now!!!
By:Jenni Comer
Hate
That is all I feel
I feel 0% love
All I see is hate
No love from anyone to anyone
All I know is hate
I wish I knew love
He sounds so nice
but hate is better
I have met love
He is so sweet
Honest and faithful
He is a really nice guy
"I miss" 09-28-03
I miss the way things used to be
I miss saying "I Love You"
but things changed
all of things changed
I used to love you
but not as much as you loved me
what happened to make it all change
why did it all change
I want everything to go back to normal
I want to be able to say "I Love You,papa"
And hear "I Love You Too, Jenni"
I miss you papa
I LOVE YOU PAPA!!
By:Jenni Comer
"I tried"
I tried to care,
but i couldn't.
I tried to love you,
but i couldn't.
I tried to hate you,
but i couldn't.
Then I tried to talk to you,
but you wouldn't.
By:Jenni Comer aka "Gizmo Girl"
hell
i feel like i am in hell
i get put through hell everyday
my friends think school is hell,
but i know hell is more then school
it is life as a whole
hell is being alone
hell can be worse then this
hell is worse
in hell no one is there for u
in hell no one says i love you
this isn't hell
"Life" 10-13-03
Life is hard
Life is easy
Life is sad
Life is happy
Life is fun
Life is boring
What is life??
Because I sure as hell don't know
By:Jenni Comer
My life
My life is hell
most of the time
the other part is
even worse then hell
I have had some good days in my life
but on the other hand
I have had bad days the good
in my life
My so called friends are against
my life when I am good
but my true friend are against
my life when I am bad
Not many people care about my life
if I live or die
some people do
I love the people who do
"You Are..." (2001)
you are a great friend
sweet is one of the many things you are
you are a nice caring person
you are a shining star
up above the sky so high
smiling down upon me
wishing you could be here with me
or just to hear my voice one more time
you are loving me as much as if you were here
we have our best times to come
but some to cherish and remember forever
with our friends and family
we have loved ones thinking of us and
we all are thinking of them
you are a honest loving person
you have always been there for me
and hopefully always will be
because a friend like you only comes once in a life time
i wouldn't know what to do if any thing
would happen to you
you always gave me a shoulder to cry on
always giving me good advice and
helping me with my problems
you always listen and understand when i talk
you are meaningful in my life
i hope we never get torn apart
you are and always will be my best friend
in the entire world
By: Jenni Comer
"You Lied" 09-28-03
you told me you loved me
but you didn't
you told me you wanted to be with me forever
but your not
why did you lie
ws it for me or
did you bot know any better
please tell me why
is there a good reason or
did you do it to hurt me
well you hurt me a lot really bad
where it hurts, in my heart
you didn't just lie to me
you lied to yourself and everyone else
we just all wanna know why
why did you lie to us all
By: Jenni Comer
Dedicated to: Jesse Tinch