Jan 03, 2006 14:05
..okay, so i talked to blake last night, i called him to see if he could get online, and i was trying so hard not to cry, i was fighting the tears so bad.. but then he got online, and i asked him if he wanted to come and be with me, and he said "i think so".........wats that spose to mean..??? i love him to death, but can i honestly wait til may to be here, so he can finish this semester..??? i mean i will if i have to, but i called the collage down here, they dont start til the 23rd of this month, so there is plenty of time for him to get here before school starts.. but i dont know, maybe is doing wat my mom says he is doing, he is getting my hopes and dreams up, and then gonna tell me that he isnt coming, because he found someone new..??? i dont know, i reall do love him with all my heart, but my mom thinks that he isnt gonna come..i have hope in him, and i have faith in, if he loves me, he will not let anything keep him from coming and being with the only girl that makes him happy.. Right..??? oh well, i will try and keep you all updated as to wat we are gonna do.. i would hate to see us really end..
~Heather~