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[crazy_child_86]

..im so lonely, i want blake to stay here with me when his parents go to detriot, but i also understand, that his grandmother is sick, and might notmake it til christmas, but i miss him so much when he is gone, but i dont know, i cant help but cry right now, cuz it doesnt seem fair to me, but then again it does, but then again it doesnt.. oh god, why me..??? let me die,let me die..let me die, let me die..

..hohum.. i feel so helpless all the time right now, i hardly have any hours at work, and blake hardly seems like he wants to spend time with me, but then again, i could be wrong..

..i love you blake..
..i love you blake..
..i love you blake..
..i love you blake..
..i love you blake..
..i love you blake..
..i love you blake..

~Heather~