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ok yeah i know i havent updated in a long time but who cares cuz i really didnt have anything to talk bout til today!! and omg what i am goin to talk bout is pissing me off and makes me all sad to!!!!
ok anyways at are chior concert today this guy that i like a whole hell of a lot was their and my sis said he kept looking at me but anyways he was being a dick to me he would even really talk to me it seemed like i didnt something wrong to him but i havent talked to him for like 2 weeks so how could i? anyways i was like so what u doin here and he said came to watch jessie i was like kool they are friendsbut then she came up to him and started flirting with him and eveything and i aksed her what was goin on between them and she was like were goin out what the fuck is up with that??? thats not kool at all!!!!!! see i was trying to get with him and she fucking knew that but does she care? no i bet the rumors bout her are true!!! i just feel that im not good enough for anybody anymore cuz i really havent had a real relionship after me and terry broke up and that sucks!!!!!
ok anyways at are chior concert today this guy that i like a whole hell of a lot was their and my sis said he kept looking at me but anyways he was being a dick to me he would even really talk to me it seemed like i didnt something wrong to him but i havent talked to him for like 2 weeks so how could i? anyways i was like so what u doin here and he said came to watch jessie i was like kool they are friendsbut then she came up to him and started flirting with him and eveything and i aksed her what was goin on between them and she was like were goin out what the fuck is up with that??? thats not kool at all!!!!!! see i was trying to get with him and she fucking knew that but does she care? no i bet the rumors bout her are true!!! i just feel that im not good enough for anybody anymore cuz i really havent had a real relionship after me and terry broke up and that sucks!!!!!