Aug 24, 2005 19:29
Hey All! Well today makes 11 monts for me and chris. I love him so much. I mean i know we have ahd our problems and fights but i really do love him. Other than that i want to see him really bad tonight and if i dont et to i think i will cry. I am so stressed out!
It seems like the whole start of this year has gone wrong. I mean some things have gone good but for the most part they havent. I am so loaded down with work i just dont know wut to do with myself sometimes. I mean i cant even think anymore...its all blah! And i hate that SOO Much! Why do things have to be this way? I have already had like 4 quizzes last week and this week i have 2 quizzes and 2 tests and then on monday i have another quiz and then a test on tueday...what am i gonna do. I am trying my best and giving this my all so i hope it turns out well for me. I have to get my life back on track and get my grades adn my grade point average up. 3.29 just isnt me...maybe like a 3.5 but not a 3.29! I also need to take my ACT again...i know i can get more than a 22! lol.
PC band was fun today even tho i did leave early. I had to work. It was ok tho. Welli guss im done for the night. O and to ann who lost her pencil that she has had for so many years i wrote a poem it is called Ode To Pencil
Ode To Pencil
Oh My pencil where have you gone
Without you i feel so alone
Ive searched for you and pink isnt working out
Oh pencil please come back or i think might pout
Oh pencil i love you so much and i wish u had stayed
But i know that you love me and that you will come back some day
Come back to me sweet pencil why did you go away
Oh my beloved pencil i wish you had just stayed one more day
Ode to My Pencil
LOL! Love you ann! And oh to brie who also seems to be ahving a hard time...like i said everything will be ok. I promise i know it feels like everything is coming down on you right now but soon everything will clear up and be ok. It always is right? Just have faith that everything will turn out alright and it will. Remember thank you for being a friend traveld down the road and back again your heart is true your a pal and a confidant and if you threw a party invited everyone you knew you would see the biggest gift would be from me and the card attched would say thank you for being a friend! I will always be there for you! Chin UP!
Love You Guyz,
Chas