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This is a letter I wrote to Dustin...
Dustin,
I miss you a lot. I can't stop thinking about all the times we stayed after school to "study". I really want us to be friends again! Zach likes me... again. I can't go out with him, you know that. He lies to me, a lot. He promised me he'd never get high again, and he's broken that 3 times. I finally told him I didn't care. I just don't like him like that. We are way to good of friends... is it bad I feel that way? I hope not. I dunno if you've heard about what Zach and I have planned, but it will be a lot of fun. What's going on with you and Casey? I don't think you should go out with either of them, Paige is a ditz and Casey is a whore. But you like that about that. Is that why we neber went out? Was it b.c I actually had pride in myself and b.c I'm smart?? I am REALLY smart, the only mistake I've made is liking you three times. I am a lot smarter then you give me credit for. I don't quite understand you!! I never could... first you liked me, then you didn't, then you did, then you didn't?!?! I think you just enjoyed hurting me. God I hated you that night... you had to tell KATIE first she had to forve you to tell me!!! What kind of shit is that?? Did I not deserve the truth?? Paige is no better then me... and you didn't even go out with her, you went out with KENZIE!! Do you know how hurt I was by all that?? And that pain comes back everytime I see you, touch you, hear you... I want to cry every time I see you. You are so fucking nice to me, now, but if I start liking you again, you will be come that ROYAL DICK again!! I seriously want to beat the shit out of you! But I know if you asked me out, I would say yes in a fucking heartbeat. When you broke it off, I had almost made a horrible decision. I seriously would of done ANYTHING for you. God you were so fucking perfect!! I gotta say, Paige lied to you when she said you were better then Andrew... he is so much cooler then you.
I fucking hate... wait... love you,
Cat
ANYTHING SAID IN THIS LETTER WAS SAID BY DUSTIN... I don't think Casey is a whore, and Paige is a sweety... he didn't actually say these things... but ya know... please don't tell anyone I wrote this, I am trusting you guys!!!!