Sep 06, 2004 20:29
Is it bad that my heartbreaks when I hear you name, 'cause I know you are happier with her? Is it bad that I can't stand the sight of the girl who I used to love, all I can think about is how great it would be if I were her. I envy her so much, yet she is no better than me. I know I am prettier, I know I am better... now why can't you see that? My friends hate you... and I know why. Yet, I know, that if you chose me, I would skip town with you, run away from all this shit... is that bad? I hope not, 'cause I would be bad with you for a lifetime, then be good without you.
yeah, don't even ask who that is about, b.c I won't answer it. I am wearing flip flops again tomorrow... I am so glad I am home. I enjoyed every minute of the telethon, I am def. going to camp next year... if anyone wants to go tell me, b.c I would love for you to come with me.
I really do think I AM broken... Dustin did it to me. Fucker, GOSH I hate him... I tried to be his friend. Zach even told him I wanted to be his friend, yet he said "FUCK CAT!" Well ya know what Dustin?? FUCK YOURSELF... I don't want to see, hear, smell, TOUCH, or speak to you ever again... go throw yourself into the moat. And no, the first paragraph isn't about him... lol.
I think I am happier, finally, no, I know I am. Anyways, I guess I should get off and take a shower... possibly call Mandy. We have stuff to talk about.