im over it

Aug 03, 2005 13:11

my friendship with meredith is pretty much gone
and i dont really care anymore, i mean i care about her
but not about our friendship
we try to make it work all the time and it never does
so why even try anymore?
and she called to talk to me about it yesterday
and it just turned into this huge fight
and i mean im not going to sit and take shit from her
its lame! and i mean it is some what my fault
i will admit that, but really when you get ditched all time
would you call someone?
i dont think so, and i mean its for her fucking BOYFRIEND
like shell make plans with me and than they get cancelled cause she forgot we had plans
i mean cancel the ones you made with him, if "freinds come first"
and when we do hang out all i hear is colin this colin that, i mean its fine for like 5mins
than it gets old! she knew all of this was coming so yeah and really i guess ive learned how to deal without her
so i really dont need her if i feel like i cant even call and tell her my problems anymore
and im sure everyone is getting sick of me talking about how sick of her i am but this is it
and maybe well be friends but who knows...i kinda doubt it
which is kinda sad cause i mean she was my bestfriend
but i guess people just grow apart right?!

well nothing else has really happened
had a fun time at sams last night
except it was way gay that soundpit had to stop playing cause they swore!lame!
but i got to see people i really missed!yay!
and me and matt are doing good
things are finally looking good for me,and im extremly happy about it
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