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alrighty hmmm this is how my day went....
- battle with mom bout gettin up
- went to the doc with william
- went to arbys
- went to school
- played in yarn (not with but in)
-recycled a can
-made fun of sara
- had o so many laughs
- came home
-went to bed
- william came over
-ate breadsticks
- got beat with he breadstick box
-played nintendo
- now im sad b/c william just left
yep that was my day
sometimes life sux and u think u cant take it anymore and that u should just give up roll over a die just like the world wants you to, u feel as if ur wings are broken and they will never heal, you feel as if ur alone in the world and if you just sleep through ur life it will go away faster if only it wasnt for your nightmares, u think ur a coward b/c u cant take ur own life away, so u sit in your bedroom with the radio on up so loud that no one can hear you screaming and crying, you cant relate to anyone and everything is broken u feel all alone and you think ur the only one...
but then something happens and u suddenly meet the one who was made for you, you want to get up in the morning just b/c theres a chance u might see him you cant imagine dying and leaving him forever, suddenly ur wings are healed and nothing is broken ...the promises the lies everything melts away, you cant sleep at night b/c ur thinking about him, but when u close ur eyes u kno there will be sweet dreams of him, you love every minute of your life and you couldnt imagine not being able to see him everyday, you forget about the sad songs u used to play on the radio, suddenly someone knows how you feel and cares about ur every move,
then you kno youve found ur someone and he gently tells you that your wings will never be bound again never broken he will be by ur side listening to the sad songs on the radio with u if u need time to grieve, hell be there with you at night when the bad dreams of the past come haunting you through your dreams,he will hold you when u cry laugh with you when ur happy hell even be there in the moods you cant describe,
then you know youve found that special someone the one who was made for you from the beggining and your only wish is to make him as happy as he makes you.
i love you william
- battle with mom bout gettin up
- went to the doc with william
- went to arbys
- went to school
- played in yarn (not with but in)
-recycled a can
-made fun of sara
- had o so many laughs
- came home
-went to bed
- william came over
-ate breadsticks
- got beat with he breadstick box
-played nintendo
- now im sad b/c william just left
yep that was my day
sometimes life sux and u think u cant take it anymore and that u should just give up roll over a die just like the world wants you to, u feel as if ur wings are broken and they will never heal, you feel as if ur alone in the world and if you just sleep through ur life it will go away faster if only it wasnt for your nightmares, u think ur a coward b/c u cant take ur own life away, so u sit in your bedroom with the radio on up so loud that no one can hear you screaming and crying, you cant relate to anyone and everything is broken u feel all alone and you think ur the only one...
but then something happens and u suddenly meet the one who was made for you, you want to get up in the morning just b/c theres a chance u might see him you cant imagine dying and leaving him forever, suddenly ur wings are healed and nothing is broken ...the promises the lies everything melts away, you cant sleep at night b/c ur thinking about him, but when u close ur eyes u kno there will be sweet dreams of him, you love every minute of your life and you couldnt imagine not being able to see him everyday, you forget about the sad songs u used to play on the radio, suddenly someone knows how you feel and cares about ur every move,
then you kno youve found ur someone and he gently tells you that your wings will never be bound again never broken he will be by ur side listening to the sad songs on the radio with u if u need time to grieve, hell be there with you at night when the bad dreams of the past come haunting you through your dreams,he will hold you when u cry laugh with you when ur happy hell even be there in the moods you cant describe,
then you know youve found that special someone the one who was made for you from the beggining and your only wish is to make him as happy as he makes you.
i love you william