Thinking...
So lets talk on a serious note... I really miss some of my old friends. Two people in general... I really didnt know how much, until they werent around anymore, and I actually sat down and thought about it... I just started thinking about old past times..... When we 1st met we werent the best of friends, but some how it happened, and we came so far but had so much fun as it lasted.. Like the times when we did something stupid or funny and we just couldn't stop laughing. and we liked it because we thought the more we laughed we figured we'd eventually get rock hard abbs..lol.. Ya right. The way we came up with so many crazy ideas and things to do and no matter how dumb they where, we were dumb enough to try them. And have sooo much fun doing them. Even if it made our boyfriends and our parents so mad..lol We'd stay up all night on the phone, just listening to eachothers problems, and my mom always coming in and telling me to go to bed lol. We play the music so loud in our cars, even if the song was so last summer. And not caring at all that people were staring and thought we were crazy. When we'd prank call people in the middle of the night, trying each one of our stupid but so original voices. We could just sit at your house and eat, I remember when we attemted worken out to the videos, I never lasted! lol You were so serious when it came to playing menopoly and if you didn't win it was the end of the world,but of coursee you did, (cheater..lol) but I so had you in Dream Phone!!...
** I cant forget his memorys either... I remember the 1st day I met him, I liked him at 1st but we ended up being the best of friends. Everyone thought we should have dated and when it came down to it I wasnt sure of it, and when I was ready, it was too late.. We'd have late night sleep overs at my house and get so drunk, I'd always end up falling asleep and you hated that because you'd end by yourself...lol I remember you being so drunk you would laugh at the stupidest stuff and you always have your lil drunk laugh! WOW! I wish I had those times on tape..lol Remember the hurricane months? When you died my hair that crazy red color! When we went to that concert, that was sooo much fun!!
Im not sure what happened to our friendships and I wish I could take it all back. Because you never really know how much you'll miss and cherish your friends, till the good ones are gone... Life comes at you so fast, it hits you in the face when you relize its too late. Growing up has its challenges and I say friendships are hard to handle. They come, they go, they grow and they mature. New people come into ours lives that sometimes change everything... My grandpa always used to say, "If You Find One or Two Friends In A Whole Life Time, Thats Like Gold, Its A Treasure You should Keep Forever!" I guess I didn't listen to that enough... I'll miss it... Dont forget the times, because I know I won't....Till death...
** I cant forget his memorys either... I remember the 1st day I met him, I liked him at 1st but we ended up being the best of friends. Everyone thought we should have dated and when it came down to it I wasnt sure of it, and when I was ready, it was too late.. We'd have late night sleep overs at my house and get so drunk, I'd always end up falling asleep and you hated that because you'd end by yourself...lol I remember you being so drunk you would laugh at the stupidest stuff and you always have your lil drunk laugh! WOW! I wish I had those times on tape..lol Remember the hurricane months? When you died my hair that crazy red color! When we went to that concert, that was sooo much fun!!
Im not sure what happened to our friendships and I wish I could take it all back. Because you never really know how much you'll miss and cherish your friends, till the good ones are gone... Life comes at you so fast, it hits you in the face when you relize its too late. Growing up has its challenges and I say friendships are hard to handle. They come, they go, they grow and they mature. New people come into ours lives that sometimes change everything... My grandpa always used to say, "If You Find One or Two Friends In A Whole Life Time, Thats Like Gold, Its A Treasure You should Keep Forever!" I guess I didn't listen to that enough... I'll miss it... Dont forget the times, because I know I won't....Till death...