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hmmm so exams.. haven't started to study yet.. cuz i didnt have on today..
all ima do it lite a candle and study...
Lately I've been getting relapses of missing the boy. It's okay though, I just go with my friends and we have a good time and I forget. But whenever I see people kissing, I wanna makeout haha. I am jealous of them, I don't know I guess it just sucked bc I had lots of good times with him and It always made me really happy to be with him, next to him, lay with him, and especially when he held my hand. That was the heart stopper. But besides that it's cool things didn't work out. I'll just miss it. I hope he does too. and i'd wish he'd reconsider, but I know he won't and I respect it.
Anyways, besides that things are cool. Friends are awesome, I'm so glad I lost those stupid people, I realized how much of a low-life I was with them. and hey if they are happy without me too, IM REALLY HAPPY for them cuz than things don't suck. cuz i have no intentions of ever being friends with them ever again.
thursday will be a fun night! I'm so fucking excited!!!
I'm really sad to see matt leave, I told him i'd miss him. and I will. Work will not be as fun on wednesdays.
wow i havent written in a long ass time. well nothing intresting has happened.
I like this guy from school, but I don't talk to him a whole lot, maybe I will ask him to sadies. I dk tho.
I think im just ready to be in a relationship. I just want someone to like me and for me to like them and at that moment, I'm the only girl they want in their life. Nothing cliquey, because I need my time with my girlies!!! and work and everything. I just want to be theirs. and for things to be awesome when we do spend the time together.
Not that I'm looking for a boy, I'm just gonna ride low and see wut comes up. Sometimes love can be right under your nose.
<3<3<3
Love everyone lots!
all ima do it lite a candle and study...
Lately I've been getting relapses of missing the boy. It's okay though, I just go with my friends and we have a good time and I forget. But whenever I see people kissing, I wanna makeout haha. I am jealous of them, I don't know I guess it just sucked bc I had lots of good times with him and It always made me really happy to be with him, next to him, lay with him, and especially when he held my hand. That was the heart stopper. But besides that it's cool things didn't work out. I'll just miss it. I hope he does too. and i'd wish he'd reconsider, but I know he won't and I respect it.
Anyways, besides that things are cool. Friends are awesome, I'm so glad I lost those stupid people, I realized how much of a low-life I was with them. and hey if they are happy without me too, IM REALLY HAPPY for them cuz than things don't suck. cuz i have no intentions of ever being friends with them ever again.
thursday will be a fun night! I'm so fucking excited!!!
I'm really sad to see matt leave, I told him i'd miss him. and I will. Work will not be as fun on wednesdays.
wow i havent written in a long ass time. well nothing intresting has happened.
I like this guy from school, but I don't talk to him a whole lot, maybe I will ask him to sadies. I dk tho.
I think im just ready to be in a relationship. I just want someone to like me and for me to like them and at that moment, I'm the only girl they want in their life. Nothing cliquey, because I need my time with my girlies!!! and work and everything. I just want to be theirs. and for things to be awesome when we do spend the time together.
Not that I'm looking for a boy, I'm just gonna ride low and see wut comes up. Sometimes love can be right under your nose.
<3<3<3
Love everyone lots!