i hate DRAMA!
im sorry im not open.
im sorry i can't explain how feel.
i don't know why!
and i don't think i ever will.
but i know i can't tell someone how i feel without fearing their response.
and for this im sorry.
this is how i am.
i can't change it nor tell you i will.
i know i won't.
from now on i just wont express myself, i wont say how i feel.
things would be so much easier.
i love my friends.to DEATH!
lots of them i would die for.
but im really happy with jeff.
i dont see anything going wrong with us.
i dont like telling people how i feel about our relationship because i have to hear from both sides about it.
i hate that.
i hate that my friends and my boyfriend fight.
i hate how i cant express to jeff how i feel.
even the good things like how much i like him and love being with him, i cant even express that to him because im scared.
im scared of eveything and i feel like a coward.
im scared of being rejected by everyone.
im scared of people telling me the truth.
the truth hurts.
most of the time.
well i dont know im just tied of.....DRAMA!
i know im in highschool, i know im gonna have drama.
but i hate it.
i hate not being friends with everyone.
i hate fighting.
i hate talking shit.
im tired of it.
im tired of arguing my points, i shouldnt have to.
im just plain tired.
theres times i dont wanna wake up.
times i look at my ceiling wondering why i cant leave my house.
and times as much as i wanna leave i dont wanna go to sailwinds, its only drama there.i love the people but i hate the drama.
something new starts everytime.
but i guess thats reality in general.
i guess thats life.
its sad what the world has become.
did u know in the bible it states that before the apocolypse that the world would stop turning, did you know when the tsunami hit the world stopped turning for four minuites?
makes you think.
I♥Jeff
im sorry i can't explain how feel.
i don't know why!
and i don't think i ever will.
but i know i can't tell someone how i feel without fearing their response.
and for this im sorry.
this is how i am.
i can't change it nor tell you i will.
i know i won't.
from now on i just wont express myself, i wont say how i feel.
things would be so much easier.
i love my friends.to DEATH!
lots of them i would die for.
but im really happy with jeff.
i dont see anything going wrong with us.
i dont like telling people how i feel about our relationship because i have to hear from both sides about it.
i hate that.
i hate that my friends and my boyfriend fight.
i hate how i cant express to jeff how i feel.
even the good things like how much i like him and love being with him, i cant even express that to him because im scared.
im scared of eveything and i feel like a coward.
im scared of being rejected by everyone.
im scared of people telling me the truth.
the truth hurts.
most of the time.
well i dont know im just tied of.....DRAMA!
i know im in highschool, i know im gonna have drama.
but i hate it.
i hate not being friends with everyone.
i hate fighting.
i hate talking shit.
im tired of it.
im tired of arguing my points, i shouldnt have to.
im just plain tired.
theres times i dont wanna wake up.
times i look at my ceiling wondering why i cant leave my house.
and times as much as i wanna leave i dont wanna go to sailwinds, its only drama there.i love the people but i hate the drama.
something new starts everytime.
but i guess thats reality in general.
i guess thats life.
its sad what the world has become.
did u know in the bible it states that before the apocolypse that the world would stop turning, did you know when the tsunami hit the world stopped turning for four minuites?
makes you think.
I♥Jeff