So here is where I spill my heart

Dec 12, 2005 17:54

I am not one to open myself up and express my inner workings. I am not one to cry over small things or show any strong emotion at all. I am the strong one in my family. I am the pillar, the light, and my life has consisted of me ignoring alot of my emotions to maintain strength for those who have needed it. But here is the deal. I have been in a few serious relationships before. I have loved, lost, and been devastatingly hurt. I have pushed away everyone for years... and been content in my loneliness. Until very recently I thought I had it all figured out. I thought I didn't need anyone and that with my indepedence I was fulfilled. Even through my other relationships I always maintained my independent drive.
Not you. I am depedent on you and you must know that if you ever decide to leave, you will take my heart with you. I have never been so emotionally attached to someone in my life (especially in such a short amount of time).
You scare me to death. I love you and that scares me.

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Yeah.. had a girl momement there..
So I have two more exams and my paper left to do. I haven't even started my paper yet. 6 pages before Friday? It could be worse. I got a B on my Bio 2 lab Practical!!!! So did Kat. So now if I can pull of an A on the lecture final for that class I think I could get an A, if not a B is definetely good enough for that class! I am looking at a C for physics (oh well.. I hate that class).
Good luck to everyone on their finals!!!!!
King Kong on Friday?! I am so excited!
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