i missed him so much.. i keep having dreams about him for like 2 or so at night in a row.. im sorry jew if u dont want me to put it there.. but its just that i CANT stop thinking about you.. and at other night at sams.. when i was looking through sams files and saw ur name.. jew.. so i look through in it.. make me TERRIBLY miss you and remembering the memories on my birthday.. its was soo much fun and wished that never end..