Is it just me....
or does life suck? Seriously! Lately everything sucks! Being me right now...not something Im happy with! For one day I would just like to go back to when life was good! Im sick of never having anything to do...I want a boyfriend..I dont need one I just want one and something came to my attention this weekend that kinda upset me! The way Ive been feeling lately totally sucks! And being down like this makes me think of someone Im supposed to be over! Im not supposed to think about him! And then yah know I start thinking everything would be different if I woulda just did this instead of what I did!! but things could be worse or they could be better but at least I would know!! And because Ive lost contact with everyone..only person I still talk to is Allison...so that sucks too! How did I manage to loose all of my friends? Seriously am I that bad of a person? And Im so sick of everyone asking me if I have a boyfriend yet..hello I dont have a life...I dont go any where...how am I gonna even meet a guy?? Im not... Im gonna be a spinster!!! Right now I dont even have a guy Im interested in...well any one realistic...Isaac Hanson dont count! LOL! I had to throw a lil humor in there! So basically everything sux!!!