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what a terrible week...
last sunday....omg...fucking terrible.
i didnt even get to see tyson,
or eat dinner wth my mommy,
or get everything i needed for my house.
now its sunday today...
and im having all these second thoughts that i just want to fucking go away.
why cant we just get together and actually STAY together.
so are we over?
are we really honestly over?
is that what that means when you BOTH decide its for the best?
does that mean its really over this time???
its not something we'll talk about in a week...cause its been a week now...we havent talked about it.
I need to take a run,
perhaps today with David...then maybe i'll go back to Sedro Wooley with Josh and hang out...it'll be nice to get the fuck out of here.
the sun is rising,
i think today is off to a good start.
im going to dust off my camera and do some shooting today.
finally...i havent done it since i got here,
thats far too long
Owen would be proud...I started a piano, synth, deathcab-esque band thing.
it actually sounds good...damn good...i think i found my forte.
last sunday....omg...fucking terrible.
i didnt even get to see tyson,
or eat dinner wth my mommy,
or get everything i needed for my house.
now its sunday today...
and im having all these second thoughts that i just want to fucking go away.
why cant we just get together and actually STAY together.
so are we over?
are we really honestly over?
is that what that means when you BOTH decide its for the best?
does that mean its really over this time???
its not something we'll talk about in a week...cause its been a week now...we havent talked about it.
I need to take a run,
perhaps today with David...then maybe i'll go back to Sedro Wooley with Josh and hang out...it'll be nice to get the fuck out of here.
the sun is rising,
i think today is off to a good start.
im going to dust off my camera and do some shooting today.
finally...i havent done it since i got here,
thats far too long
Owen would be proud...I started a piano, synth, deathcab-esque band thing.
it actually sounds good...damn good...i think i found my forte.