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big fight with josh. I'm talking huge. Like a marriage fight, not a dating one, not a friend one.
This was the most over dramatic, low blowing, scream until youre face is red fest I have ever had. Possibly because my boyfriend is immune to being like that because he's wonderful.
But obviously Josh isn't.
It sucks fighting with a guy friend because when you fight with you're boyfriend, they still love you and they know that there is a line you just cant cross...vice versa.
I do have to say though, after he said what he said (i cant even repeat it) on the stairwell, I walked past him came in my room picked up his shoes, jacket and back pack and walked back to the stairwell, threw his back pack down 2 flights, threw his shoes out the window and handed him his jacket and said " Go outside, find your shit and get the fuck away from me because you are just like every ass hole guy that i have ever trusted and been fucked by."
and then he stared at me and said "wow, someone really does love to think they're God...you know everything, I wish I was just like you all perfect and nice to people so that it was easier for me to cover up my fucked up history."
Then I slapped him,
and spit in his face.
Because he says things in such a belittling condescending way...and i had absolutely heard enough.
then I walked away and went in my room and cried.
Cause anyone who really knows me and the terrible shit i have dealt with knows...i have been fucked with by guys in too many ways as a girl to continue being fucked with as a woman.
This isn't High School anymore.
This was the most over dramatic, low blowing, scream until youre face is red fest I have ever had. Possibly because my boyfriend is immune to being like that because he's wonderful.
But obviously Josh isn't.
It sucks fighting with a guy friend because when you fight with you're boyfriend, they still love you and they know that there is a line you just cant cross...vice versa.
I do have to say though, after he said what he said (i cant even repeat it) on the stairwell, I walked past him came in my room picked up his shoes, jacket and back pack and walked back to the stairwell, threw his back pack down 2 flights, threw his shoes out the window and handed him his jacket and said " Go outside, find your shit and get the fuck away from me because you are just like every ass hole guy that i have ever trusted and been fucked by."
and then he stared at me and said "wow, someone really does love to think they're God...you know everything, I wish I was just like you all perfect and nice to people so that it was easier for me to cover up my fucked up history."
Then I slapped him,
and spit in his face.
Because he says things in such a belittling condescending way...and i had absolutely heard enough.
then I walked away and went in my room and cried.
Cause anyone who really knows me and the terrible shit i have dealt with knows...i have been fucked with by guys in too many ways as a girl to continue being fucked with as a woman.
This isn't High School anymore.