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[crazy4ducks]

I don't know where this came from...I just started writing and this is what came out...I don't understand either.

All these people around me
Yet I feel so alone
Why do I have to feel this way?
I have a boyfriend
Who I love very much and who is my best friend
Yet I still feel alone
Why do I have to be so complicated?
She is truly my friend
Even though it took some time for her to realize it
Yet in my heart I feel alone
Why am I so fucked up?
I surround myself with people who love me
And stay away from those that don't
I know that I will never be alone
Yet I feel that I am alone
Why can't I just be normal?
I am scared that this feeling of being alone
Will ruin the relationship that is so great
And the friendships I have longed to have
No more feelings of being alone
Why can't I just grow up?
Feel better, be less complicated, don't fuck up, be normal, grow up
A list I have to improve on
Alone.