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I recently learned that I am bursting with sexual energy!!! I have not really had sex or any type of physical contact with a guy in about a month! I know that does not seem like a long time, but it is for me! As I was touching myself last night, I was thinking about all the things I want to do to another person…honestly, I hate jacking off…alone anyway! I am just sexual frustrated. I hate being sexually frustrated. I tried working out instead but that does not work because I picture someone like Ryan Phillipe standing above butt naked telling me I could not stop and that I needed to go faster and harder. Damn him and that sexy ass of his!!! But, I started to work out! I am going to start to run tonight…maybe…I am going to try my best to become a vegetarian this summer. I have always wanted to be a vegetarian. I am getting too fat…just the other day, I was talking to Ross and he compared me to Brian! Ewww! My stomach is in pain because of all the crunches (curl ups) I did…
I need to buy a medium black shirt, preferably a black shirt with something pink on it, for the concert Thursday night! I have an idea what I want to look like, but it is some swing concert and not a rock concert. I was going to put my hair in a fohawk! I need to buy a necklace and a watch to. I am so excited…I will be in Socastee Singers next year with: Sarah, Kat, Kayla, Sally, Crystal, Joe, Sean, Jamie, Katie, Katie T., and everybody else…like Matt and Trey. I could care less about them…Trey is a homophobe and Matt is a clepto wannabe emo son of a bitch! I do not care though…I am mainly interested in one thing…and that is all the yummy guys next year…plus, football and track are next year and I am going to go to all of them. I always go to the football games but the track…I am only going to Ross’s, but still…those are the only two sports I really care about…those and Olympic diving and swimming…I have to have my Alexandre Despatie and Micheal Phelps every couple of years or my life will ceased to exist for me!!!
Bought 40-Year-Old Virgin…a little late I know, OMFG! It is still fucking hilarious! My mother has been bringing lots of movies home…YEAH! I think we are going shopping next week, because I need some more jeans and a black shirt and some accessories…I love accessory shopping! Speaking of which I need to call Heather Mills! We need to go shopping! REALLY BADLY!!! WOW! I haven’t really spoken to anybody from school in a long time! Not even Kelly, which is really bad because last year, that was my only home…that is…until Shannon dropped into the picture!!! GRRRRR! Doesn’t really matter…I love you though!
So…as we all know…Father’s Day was yesterday…and I did not say a damn thing to my father…I do not know why I cant say something so simple as Happy Fathers Day Dad…but…I cant…because I am a big rainbow pussy…I know I fear him…he is what death looks like when angered. It is just awkward for me to talk to him! It always has been! I don’t know why! I wish I did not feel this way, but I do…I did not even buy him a card…with all of my imaginary money, and I was in the card store a couple of days ago…looking for Amanda’s Birthday card, but they did not have the card I was looking for! But, I did find this adorable Panda holding a baby panda and it was so cute. I wanted to buy it, but I was a little short on cash…and the cashier would not accept sex in replacement of money…oh well…his loss! I always forget when Father’s Day is!!! I can remember everything else, but not this…I just learned when my parent’s anniversary was, and now I am planning something for it. What sounds romantic? I want them to stay at home with candles and rose petals…I want it to be a very romantic and sensual moment…but, Frankie and I need to be out the way for a couple hours…so I am going to be crashing at someone’s house that night…I want a guy…a gay one…he has to be at least 16, single and/or a swinger, and if your not gay, just wait until we meet!! : P I am just kidding…I really am this time! I will talk to Kelly’s mother if I can stay the night…Maybe I will sleep over at Lydia’s or one of my other gurlfrendz!!! I will call one of my gay friends…damn…sorry, just can’t keep my mind off sex! I seem to masturbate a lot but it is not helping any…I miss the booty…lol…I will live though! Only like 4 more days and I will experience my first taste of freedom! Which is really sad…I know…I feel sorry for myself as well…sniffles!
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I need to buy a medium black shirt, preferably a black shirt with something pink on it, for the concert Thursday night! I have an idea what I want to look like, but it is some swing concert and not a rock concert. I was going to put my hair in a fohawk! I need to buy a necklace and a watch to. I am so excited…I will be in Socastee Singers next year with: Sarah, Kat, Kayla, Sally, Crystal, Joe, Sean, Jamie, Katie, Katie T., and everybody else…like Matt and Trey. I could care less about them…Trey is a homophobe and Matt is a clepto wannabe emo son of a bitch! I do not care though…I am mainly interested in one thing…and that is all the yummy guys next year…plus, football and track are next year and I am going to go to all of them. I always go to the football games but the track…I am only going to Ross’s, but still…those are the only two sports I really care about…those and Olympic diving and swimming…I have to have my Alexandre Despatie and Micheal Phelps every couple of years or my life will ceased to exist for me!!!
Bought 40-Year-Old Virgin…a little late I know, OMFG! It is still fucking hilarious! My mother has been bringing lots of movies home…YEAH! I think we are going shopping next week, because I need some more jeans and a black shirt and some accessories…I love accessory shopping! Speaking of which I need to call Heather Mills! We need to go shopping! REALLY BADLY!!! WOW! I haven’t really spoken to anybody from school in a long time! Not even Kelly, which is really bad because last year, that was my only home…that is…until Shannon dropped into the picture!!! GRRRRR! Doesn’t really matter…I love you though!
So…as we all know…Father’s Day was yesterday…and I did not say a damn thing to my father…I do not know why I cant say something so simple as Happy Fathers Day Dad…but…I cant…because I am a big rainbow pussy…I know I fear him…he is what death looks like when angered. It is just awkward for me to talk to him! It always has been! I don’t know why! I wish I did not feel this way, but I do…I did not even buy him a card…with all of my imaginary money, and I was in the card store a couple of days ago…looking for Amanda’s Birthday card, but they did not have the card I was looking for! But, I did find this adorable Panda holding a baby panda and it was so cute. I wanted to buy it, but I was a little short on cash…and the cashier would not accept sex in replacement of money…oh well…his loss! I always forget when Father’s Day is!!! I can remember everything else, but not this…I just learned when my parent’s anniversary was, and now I am planning something for it. What sounds romantic? I want them to stay at home with candles and rose petals…I want it to be a very romantic and sensual moment…but, Frankie and I need to be out the way for a couple hours…so I am going to be crashing at someone’s house that night…I want a guy…a gay one…he has to be at least 16, single and/or a swinger, and if your not gay, just wait until we meet!! : P I am just kidding…I really am this time! I will talk to Kelly’s mother if I can stay the night…Maybe I will sleep over at Lydia’s or one of my other gurlfrendz!!! I will call one of my gay friends…damn…sorry, just can’t keep my mind off sex! I seem to masturbate a lot but it is not helping any…I miss the booty…lol…I will live though! Only like 4 more days and I will experience my first taste of freedom! Which is really sad…I know…I feel sorry for myself as well…sniffles!
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