Fucked Up Hypocritical Dystopia
Dystopia is defined as an imaginary place of total misery and wretchedness. Has anybody ever thought that, maybe an individual’s imagination can be so powerful; their imagination has a way of transforming itself into our reality. How can something so…made up, seem so real to us? I lay in my house, drenched in sweat and tears, miserable as I can be. I play like I am so fucking happy, but I am tired of playing the fake happy person. I am not fucking happy…my life is fucking miserable. I do not want to live in a place like this DYSTOPIA! I am tired of it…ALL OF IT! I am surrounded by all this bullshit. I am split into three parts…mind, body, and soul. My mind is trapped in a cage with all of my memories and thoughts. My soul is dieing, very slowly…and with my trapped mind and shattered soul…my body is left an empty vessel. I am not going to play games next year with everybody…I do not have time to waste with worthless bullshit! All the drama that people are going through is fucking bullshit. You are only in High School…WE are only in High School…if life sucks at the stage we are at now, think how it is going to be in the future when you only have yourself to rely on. I am going to make a big change in my life…starting now god dammit…BIG FUCKING TIME! Like now, I am going to speak my mind since that is what I do! Bradley, you are the most tiring to argue with. I am wasting all my time trying to think and convince you that you can trust me, but you’re an ass! You were the biggest waste of time of my life. I am tired of trying to respect your fucking needs and what you may or may not want. You are one of the most arrogant and conceited people that I have ever met. I was ready to change a majority of my life. We fucking promised each other that we could trust each other, but I realized that the only person you will ever trust is yourself! And for some fucking odd reason I still like you and wish we could make this work, but at the same fucking time…I hope everybody finds out about you and it when you actually do “turn straight” you will lose a majority of your friends. You are already one of the most despised amongst the gays and your views on homo or bisexuality. (By the way, there is no such thing as bisexuality…I am agreeing with the fabulous Debbie Duelley on this one…bisexuals are selfish and confused) Sorry to all my “bisexual” friends. I am in an anti-everybody mood right now!!! I love you though!!!